|Deviant Login||Shop||Join deviantART for FREE||Take the Tour|
My version. (C.j's love story) prt 2
August 24th 2011.
I did as I planned. Philip as expected just hung up and didn't care. I grabbed the pills and whiskey. I thought to myself, what would C.j think? I went online and told him "goodbye, that I was so sorry." I didn't tell him my feelings because I didn't want there to be a chance for me to survive and me to be together with him. I didn't want anybody to love me. Because I knew nobody did. I put the bottle of pills in my mouth and swallowed it down with whiskey. My heart began to race and my mind began showing me something. I saw me and a boy. We kissed. And I was in my wedding dress. Dad and everyone were so happy. Then Philip came in through the doors and said I object. I told him it was too late. 10 years too late. He fell to his knees and began sobbing. He told me he always loved me. And I pushed him away. Exactly what he did to me. I looked up to the boy and he was C.j. I looked at him and I blushed rapidly. Is this real??
I woke up in the tree o
My version. (C.j's love story)
August 21st 2011.
Depressed and Lonely. My ex-boyfriend Philip broke up with me. I couldn't feel myself anymore. I thought life without him was too much for me to deal with. Everything was too hard to deal with. Lori got into a car accident and we have no confirmation for death. Natasha, Heidi, and Cathy they all left me. All for different reasons. My mother was leaving more too. Dad is going to leave to Florida again. I started to think to myself. "Is there anyone who will stay?" My depression begins to Thicken as I begin contemplating suicide.
August 23rd 2011
I go on 'Facebook' one last time before I delete it because of Natasha and Cathy's drama. And an old friend I had a crush on in 7-8th grade in Middle School, Charles Yarborough. Or C.j messages me. I don't know what the "J" is for. He's so random and so weird it reminds me of the happiness and the smiles I had before with..Him. Or with my friends. I tell him about my Step-M
Philips view, aka His view 2 Weeks ago, I get out of school after school and i have band camp. "oh great!" i think to myself. I'm early to band camp and our 1st flute greets me and a new girl. "Amanda. She seems to be very embarrassed or very uncomfortable. Maybe shes just shy? I dont know but i hope she'll be o.k with Band Camp!" I think to myself. I have a infected toe so i cant really be at band camp. i just go for the grade. I look over at her and she messes up on being inline. "She must be having a hard time. I wish i could be helping her." I sigh and look over at the band and see what their doing. Then look back to her and notice she messed up again. "she kinda...a little bit looks cute when she does that."
The next week i went to band camp again and i got my hair cut. First it got so annoying having it in my face. also i was going to cut it for pregame or if Winter Springs High would EVER win a game. but i figured it wouldn't so i cut my hair. and Amanda looks at me and blushes. Ma
The Babysitting GigJenny sighed, leaning back on the couch with a smile. Before her, sitting on a blanket in front of the TV, was a small baby girl, playing with some blocks. "You having fun Emmy?" Jenny asked, leaning down a bit and watching her with a smile. Emmy cooed and babbled a bit, crawling over to pick up a block, banging it against another block.
Jenny giggled a little bit, leaning back again. It was a bit of a tiring job, babysitting, especially for a fifteen year old. It was especially hard earlier, when Emmy was crying and being fussy for seemingly no reason. But after a bath, some feeding and a bit of playtime, she seemed perfectly happy now! Of course, she spit up on her a little bit, causing Jenny to have to change into a hoodie and jeans, but otherwise everything was going fine!
She watched the baby play for a bit, before getting down on her knees, sitting next to her. "Having fun playin' with your blocks?" Jenny asked, picking her up and setting her in her lap. Emmy cooed in response, s
TWG written assignment :P Ripplebreeze looked at the mess of cats. How shades, colors, and clans were all mixed together. Seeing how big a lot of the toms were, Ripplebreeze was kind of scared. She puffed out her chest. No, she wasn't going to be afraid. She would prove to Coalfur, to Stormwhisper, that she could defend herself and no cat was to small. She smirked, I should have made a bet with Stormwhisper that I would have come back with both eyes. Enough stalling! Get a move on Ripplebreeze. She tried to move, but her legs felt like they were personally glued to the ground. Not until she saw Fadingbreeze, underneath a tom. Her whole body burned with rage as she saw her "best" friend being clawed. She ran as fast as her paws could take her, dodging the cats, and headbutted him as hard as she could. He tumbled off her and Ripplebreeze turned to Fadingbreeze, "are you ok?!" Fadingbreeze got up, "Thank you." She huffed. Ripplebreeze stood by her, waiting for the cat to get
Strange Feelings (Short Story)How did I end up in this mess? I couldn't quite put what had happened. All I know is that I'm stuck with a girl, surrounded by food, and at a park hill with nobody around. I find this 'girl' unusual, but somewhat attractive. I mean, in a complicated way. I seem to want to be by her and then I don't, I don't know what it is, but something about her makes me feel all sorts of ways. We don't even have a relationship, but she makes it pretty obvious she wants to be next to me all the time. Sometimes it even gets annoying, especially when she drags me around everywhere. Bringing me to a picnic isn't what I usually do, so I sit quietly and think to myself.
"Toxic, are you going to eat or stare at that tree all day?" Sparkle asks, and pokes me in the arm as she said it. I jerk back in reflex, coming back to reality slowly.
"Oh, uh, what do you have?" I ask, feeling some guilt for ignoring her.
"Stuff." She said without thinking, probably. She pushed the basket of food towards me and crossed h
Character CreationAre you part of the Fuyumi Clan? (Only Characters in the Fuyumi clan are allowed Pink hair and you have to be human. No other characters can have pink hair)
(Any but Pink hair If not Fuyumi)
(Any but Fuyumi have to be human)
(anything that looks fantasy like)
My first kiss, VincePlaying hide and go seek with one of your friends, he finds you and you have a big crush on him. when he finds you. he closes in. he gets close to your face and your lips almost touching. your face growing red. you can feel his breath on your face. you try to move over to get more comfortable and you accidentally lean in to kiss him. you stay like that and you close your eyes. he puts his hands in your hair and pull out your pony tail. with his fingers going through your hair. he kisses you agian and again like a make out. you both stop and you open your eyes and you both smile at eatchother, at that exact moment the sun comes out and shines on your face. and he whispers to you. "your so beautiful in the sun." you blush and smile, and look down in shyness.
[transmissions of a dead girl]i am the
moon: i am
the silver pill
to weigh down
into leaden eyes--
i am the
of the dark.
the stars are
all dead in their
you'll be safe, dear,
as i am the moon,
with all of your
(i am good bye and yet,
you think only of romantic
i am the moon.
i am the crescent
and dead altogether,
i still die.
All Here For A ReasonI turned onto a shady, well-manicured driveway that, for all intents and purposes, looked harmless enough. Maple trees lined both sides of the street, and a parade of Canadian geese marched across the road to a wide duck pond with a flamboyant fountain. There were blooming crepe myrtles and rose-of-sharons, and as I grew closer to my destination, neatly trimmed gardens with neatly trimmed bushes.
I stopped to let the geese pass. They looked at me; one hissed. I honked my horn and moved around them.
At the end of the road sat a collection of grayish buildings and a number of signs directing me to the appropriate parking lot. "Welcome to Ten Creeks Hospital," said one of them. "Please enjoy your stay." I parked in the visitor's lot. Surely I wouldn't be staying.
I was shaking when I got out of my car. I had spent the morning getting high. One foot in front of the other, flip-flop noises, hot sidewalk. Mulberry and magnolia trees, freshly shaved grass. A bench and pan for smokers. A set o
Keep in Touch!