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My version. (C.j's love story) prt 2
August 24th 2011.
I did as I planned. Philip as expected just hung up and didn't care. I grabbed the pills and whiskey. I thought to myself, what would C.j think? I went online and told him "goodbye, that I was so sorry." I didn't tell him my feelings because I didn't want there to be a chance for me to survive and me to be together with him. I didn't want anybody to love me. Because I knew nobody did. I put the bottle of pills in my mouth and swallowed it down with whiskey. My heart began to race and my mind began showing me something. I saw me and a boy. We kissed. And I was in my wedding dress. Dad and everyone were so happy. Then Philip came in through the doors and said I object. I told him it was too late. 10 years too late. He fell to his knees and began sobbing. He told me he always loved me. And I pushed him away. Exactly what he did to me. I looked up to the boy and he was C.j. I looked at him and I blushed rapidly. Is this real??
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My version. (C.j's love story)
August 21st 2011.
Depressed and Lonely. My ex-boyfriend Philip broke up with me. I couldn't feel myself anymore. I thought life without him was too much for me to deal with. Everything was too hard to deal with. Lori got into a car accident and we have no confirmation for death. Natasha, Heidi, and Cathy they all left me. All for different reasons. My mother was leaving more too. Dad is going to leave to Florida again. I started to think to myself. "Is there anyone who will stay?" My depression begins to Thicken as I begin contemplating suicide.
August 23rd 2011
I go on 'Facebook' one last time before I delete it because of Natasha and Cathy's drama. And an old friend I had a crush on in 7-8th grade in Middle School, Charles Yarborough. Or C.j messages me. I don't know what the "J" is for. He's so random and so weird it reminds me of the happiness and the smiles I had before with..Him. Or with my friends. I tell him about my Step-M
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